Blogging, a perfect way to avoid your chores for the day.  I find when I’m having an awful day, I just pop open my laptop, hit w for WordPress, scroll down, click, enter password, and escape. I can sit and read different blogs all night and then switch back to mine looking at my pics and background deciding on whether or not to change it for the 50th time. It feels so good to get away sometimes and it doesn’t cost me a cent!

My day started out playing Sponge Bob Sorry with the boys. I won 3 times during this one game but since I was mommy, the rules state that technically I’m not allowed to win because I was the oldest sitting at the table. How lucky am I that I have the opportunity to wake up with my rugrats in the morning, every morning as a matter of fact, spend the day with them hearing their giggles. I’m so lucky. The rest of the day consisted of tearing apart my closet between logging on to check pinterest, Facebook, and my blog so you can just imagine how far I got with that. Eh there is always tomorrow right? Right, lol. For now peace out. I have a lot more to say about love, life, the thoughts on my mind but it’s already 11:33 p.m. and my eye lids are getting heavy. Nighters world.



It’s 7:32 a.m. Friday and I’m sitting in my bed thinking of what my day will bring me and trying to decide what to do next. I just read through a slew of life blogs and I gotta say there are so many posts that I can relate to. Moving forward, forgetting the past, enjoying the moment, loving the life I have now, are all of the same thoughts that run through my mind everyday. I just need to follow through and act on some of those thoughts. Sometimes I think I have a major chemical imbalance that permits me to do so. As of late, I don’t feel like I make the most of my life which leads me to believe that since I’ve stumbled upon and signed up with WordPress it has been my serendipity. My eyes are open, the weight I feel that is lying on my chest, in my heart, and holding me down is starting now lifted. It’s all in the way you think. Positive attitude and positive thoughts = positive changes. Goodbye excuses and fictitious chemical imbalance, hello perseverance.

Almost there..

While I was making my farm fresh cilantro salsa tonight, I was doing a little thinking about why I have so many problems following through on my blogs. I have a fear of expressing myself. I know what I want to say but I’m just afraid to say it. I think it boils down to my past and the people who were in it. I’m not going down that road  right now and I’m not sure I ever will, but at least I can recognize where all my insecurities might be stemming from.

Anyway, I have a ton of ideas and thoughts I want to put out there and overtime I guess I’ll do just that. One thing I have to keep in mind is that it’s not that difficult to do what I want to do in life. The only person stopping me is me. I love reading other people’s blogs and one thing I’ve noticed is that people, like myself, start blogs, post something here and there and then do nothing else. I don’t necessarily want to make money from my blog but hey if I do that, it would be great. The whole point of my blog is saying what I feel at any given time and about anything I want. I guess that’s what blogging is all about.