While I was making my farm fresh cilantro salsa tonight, I was doing a little thinking about why I have so many problems following through on my blogs. I have a fear of expressing myself. I know what I want to say but I’m just afraid to say it. I think it boils down to my past and the people who were in it. I’m not going down that road right now and I’m not sure I ever will, but at least I can recognize where all my insecurities might be stemming from.
Anyway, I have a ton of ideas and thoughts I want to put out there and overtime I guess I’ll do just that. One thing I have to keep in mind is that it’s not that difficult to do what I want to do in life. The only person stopping me is me. I love reading other people’s blogs and one thing I’ve noticed is that people, like myself, start blogs, post something here and there and then do nothing else. I don’t necessarily want to make money from my blog but hey if I do that, it would be great. The whole point of my blog is saying what I feel at any given time and about anything I want. I guess that’s what blogging is all about.